~SilentPoetess

Oh. Just for the record.. I am Sooo not happy with the last Avatar Eps. I want Zutara, darnit.
NO. I DONT care if it's not cannon, and never will be.
My oppinion is still that Zutara make a better couple than Kataang.


Beetches. >:0

Survey~ just cause.

things most people could do.
[ X ] I can ride a bike.
[ X ] I can tie my shoes.
[ X ] I can swim.
[ X ] I can count to ten in a different language.
[ X ] I can cross my eyes.
[ X ] I can sit "indian style".
[ X ] I can swallow with my mouth open.
[ X ] I can gargle.
[ X ] I can floss properly.
[ X ] I can write in cursive.
[ X ] I can successfully shuffle a deck of cards.
[ X ] I can play hopscotch right.
[ X ] I can walk in heels.

things some people could do.
[ X ] I can snap my fingers.
[ X ] I can shoot a basketball into the basket from five feet away.
[ X ] I can properly write a sonnet.
[ ] I can easily find the square root of numbers.
[ X ] I can say at least ten sentences in another language.
[ ] I can skateboard.
[ X ] I can keep up a hulahoop for at least a minute.
[ ] I can play poker.
[ ] I can do at least five pullups.
[ X ] I can keep a straight face while lying.
[ X ] I can type in 1337.
[ X ] I can make a webpage with basic HTML.
[ X ] I can cook eggs without burning them.
[ X ] I can not study for a test and still pass it.
[ X ] I can somewhat play a musical instrument(s).
[ ] I can make a "butterfly knot" with my shoelaces.
[ X ] I can easily interpret certain vocabulary words I don't know after seeing them in text.
[ X ] I can draw anime/manga characters.
[ X ] I can drive.
[ X ] I can disco.

things not alot of people can do.
[ ] I can juggle more than two objects.
[ X ] I can make a webpage with FTP, CSS or another programming language.
[ ] I can program a computer game.
[ X ] I can tie a knot in cherry stem with my tongue.
[ ] I can speak another language fluently.
[ X ] I can play ten or more different card games.
[ X ] I can parallel park.
[ ] I can play a musical instrument well.
[ X ] I CAN keep myself completely focused in class.
[ ] I can easily find the cube root of numbers.
[ X ] I can draw a portrait of someone and have it look realistic.
[ X ] I can speak/write some of another language that uses a different alphabet.
[ ] I can play lacrosse.
[ X ] I can cook an entire meal without directions or help.
[ ] I can easily memorize what my teacher is saying and don't need to take notes.
[ ] I can hack into someone else's account without previously knowing their password.
[ X ] I can easily logon to a proxy server and bypass my school's parental controls.
[ ] I can successfully run a oneman band.
[ ] I can easily figure out tough math problems without a calculator
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IRL Buddehs:

I don't want to be very open here, I guess. I'll go write about everything somewhere else... but a good friend of mine killed himself on Friday.

Everything is really hard currently.
He left me his "Best Of" book collection, though.






..I really don't know what else to say, really.
<3 to Bill.

Wheeeee. <3
I probably forgot a lot of incidents..
The rave made my memory go fuzzy. :3

So, the Anime Central Convention (ACen) was last Friday, Saturday, & Sunday in the Rosemont Convention Center. I skipped school Friday to go down to ACen early. I, along with my buddeh Alex and his friend Danielle, had pre-registered. I got my badge in bout 20min total, line and all. Danielle & Alex had another 30 min or so to wait as they reprinted their lost-in-mail badges. All together, we were in line Friday for about an hour. The friends who had driven us down there, however... Well, they hadn't pre-reg. They had to wait NINE hours for their badges. >.O; Talk about boring, I'm sure.

Danielle, Alex & I wandered around on Friday in the Convention center, then left around 6pm to go to the Hyatt Hotel, in which the panels (groups of random talks and events) were being held. Danielle wanted to go to the Glomping panel. xP It was interesting. We got "Glomp Team" buttons. lol. (Alex, you're the only person I've hurt by glomping! Besides, it's a very dangerous pastime...And you did give me permission!) We went back to the Convention center afterwards, wandering around some more. Danielle kept going off by herself, and Alex had to go chasing after her, so I spent much of Friday on my own. But I didn't mind a bit. Usually, I'm not quite comfortable in large crowds, but at ACen, wandering in the midst of complete strangers, I've never felt more like I belonged there. xD Sounds silly, but its so true.

Oh! And at one of the points when I was on my own, I was stopping at the booth with corsets for sale, and the guy selling them approached me and was like, "Can I tie you up?" ...That really startled me. Then I realized what he meant, and I was like, "Sure!" So he fitted me for a corset. Oh god, it was gorgeous. People tell me I'm too skinny now (I don't believe them), but with the corset, I WAS skinny. Truely. I wanted it so very badly. Buuuut, it was 350$. So I couldn't get it.

Later we went to the hotel to arrange sleeping quarters.. Alex got the couch thing, Eric & Ryan got the bed, the other two guys (Gay Alex & his brother, Sean) got the air matress. Danielle slept on the floor by Alex, and I slept under the desk. :3 I really wanted to go the the rave that night, but Ryan was tired after 9 hours in line and I didn't want to impose by asking him to drive meh. ;>>

Saaaaaturday!
Well, first, Alex made fun of my hair when I woke up. T-T; I KNOW I have "after-sex" hair in the morning. Leave me be. ;>> Ah hem. Anyways. The three of us went to the "continental breakfast" at the hotel, it was pretty good.. and at least, it was free. Unlike the food everywhere else.

Alex, Danielle (henceforth Dani) & I had to go to the convention center & wait in line again, because on Friday, they'd just given them temporary passes (because the printers were being stupid). So we got back in line. The Saturday pre-reg line was longer, but it had more interesting people in it. We made friends with the five or so people around us really quickly, and had fun chasing laser lights around. When we were standing there, a Sephiroth came by, and hit me in the ass with his Yuri paddle. xD That was pretty amusing.. I finally got bored with waiting for Alex & Dani, so I went off with my new friends, who, ironically, I didn't even know the names of. xD We wandered around for a while, then I ran into my friend Nick, and since he was on his own, I stayed with him for a while. He was waiting (like I was) for friends to get out of line. We visited Mccall while she was in line still for a bit. I got to see her costume, which was really good. :]

Eventually Alex & Dani got out of line, and I hooked back up with them. We ate some ice cream, then wandered around some more. ^_^
I really don't remember much of that day... I know we went to the arcade, and Danielle and I went to Karaoke at some point... Hrmm. Yesh.

But ohhh... Saturday night.... SOAP BUBBLE!!!
I will try to write about the rave, but... I get really hyper just thinking about it. ^_^ So.. we (Alex, Dani, two other new-friend guys, & moi) waited in line for about an hour before getting in. Our new friends had to leave before we got in, but it was fun in the line anyways. People would randomly start singing a song, and others would join in... XD Oh! And the girls started shouting "Yaoi, Yaoi!" over and over, as loud as they could, and then the guys started shouting "Yuri, Yuri!" as loud as they could... It was really amusing.

When we got in, I went to buy a few glowsticks (mine were at the hotel, and we hadn't had a chance to go back for them before the rave). Then, Chelsea and I decided to go to Ryan's car for some of her glowsticks, so we did that. When we got back, we had no idea where our friends were in the crowd, so we just moved right in and started dancing. Within minutes, Chel & I had both picked up attachments of the male-variety as dance partners. They were both pretty cute, so it was alright. Mine was.. mm... well, he could dance, anyways. :] Chel finally spotted Alex through the crowd, so we danced our way over - my attachment following. We danced with them for a while. When the DJ switched and a new set started, I headed for water. xD

I 'unno about the rest of the night, except that drama from a few of the girls made us leave early, which I kinda resent... I like dancing FAR too much. Chel & I were pretty much dance partners the whole night. We got up on the stage things and danced up there for a bit. xD This one girl up there was dancing with me for a while, only she was completely trashed, you could tell. lol.

In any case, it was amazing. Sunday I won't explain further, only because it was more shopping and such. I acquired several lovely items, being large cat ears, leg warmers, hair accessories, and a decent - if not particularly lovely - sword. Since I'm not at all good with a blade yet, I didn't want to get a truely good one as of yet. When I'm better, I'll be in the market for a good one. xD

One unpleasant thing for ACen; There is a rumor going around school that I made out with Alex there. >.O; I thought I'd address the fact that this isn't true. More than that, it'd sound like bitching, so I'll refrain from elsewise commenting.

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That concludes ACen.
Now, for graduation. I truely cant believe that I'm graduating a week from this Saturday. Oh ehm gee. Highschool is basically over for me. Pfffuuu.

I'm probably not having a graduation party, but my ideal place to go after graduation would be ZG. lol. Did I mention that dancing was addictive? :]



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IRL Buddehs:

Ahmmm. So, basically, instead of going to prom
a) sans someone to go with, and b) without a table group,
I went wif Mike to a wedding. Which ended up being fun (the reception, that is) and well worth missing prom for. <3 And at said wedding, I finally discovered an alcoholic drink I can stomach without gagging. xD But nooo, to answer your first question, I didn't get drunk. Sorry to disappoint you all, but no. lol.

Oh. And for a side note... Threesomes at Wendy's.



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"You Beautiful Creature You."
Tag three people to do this after you.


// So, what's your name?: Laurie/Jester/Kitiara
Age?: 18 bby.
Are you anything like your zodiac sign says you should be?: Ahah. Somewhat. If you mix in traits of my rising sign too, definitely.

// Don't You Just Hate It When...
...people use '2' and 'u' and 'r' in place of real words on forums?: YES.
...your lover asks you 'so...what're you thinking about?' after sex?: Ehm.
...cup sizes in chicks are inversely proportional to grades in class?: *stare* ><
...your white friends start rapping midsentence?: I'd stab them. xP
...surveys ask you too many shitty questions?: But servs are amusing.

// Love and War.
Current love interest:: Bf. :]
What's so great about him/her, anyway?: Ahah.. <3
Is s/he anything like your 'ideal man/woman'?: Mhm.
If you could give the opposite sex one bit of advice, what would it be?: We like to be challenged..
Do you act on your crushes, or prefer to languish?: Depends on the situation..
Okay, emo kid: how many times has your crimson heart been broken?: Haha. "My heart is dented, bruised, but never broken." There, how's my emo writing? :]
And how many songs have you written about it?: o.O No. Just, no.

// Let's Talk About Sex.
Adam Brody. Would you tap that?: Uhm.. Mehbe? o.O;;
You get your best sex advice from:: ......
Oh. And I guess I should ask if you've had sex at all.: Yeh.
How many beers would it take to get you in bed with a total stranger?: o-o I don't drink anyways.... Er, excluding this wedding, that is..
...and if that total stranger was rich and/or famous?: I don't see how that makes a difference.
Your love life is rated:: uh. At the moment? ...
Admit it. Have you ever day-dreamed about doing a fictional character?: Anime! ;>>
And the basic question. Are you happy or unhappy with your sex life?: Refraining from question until further notice.

// Trimming the Verbiage.
Five favorite authors. Go.: Tamora Pierce. Brian Jaques. Carlos Ruiz Zafon. Amelia Atwater-Rhodes. Garth Nix.
Favorite poem?: Too many.
In a boxing match between T.S. Eliot and Oscar Wilde, who would win?: T.S. Eliot
Okay...Gertrude Stein and Willa Cather.: Haven't read Cather's books yet.
Have any literary aspirations?: Kinda. :]
If so...are you the god of your own personal literary universe?: Oh, of course. xD
Give us your favorite word.: Capricious.

// Musical Chairs.
Favorite band/artist?: Oh ehm gee. I have too many.

'What lyrics describe...'
Your life at the moment?: "Can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights? / If you can baby boy, than we can go all night... / You keeping saying that you will, boy I wish you would..."
Your emotions right now?: "We don't need a map and you can throw your phone away / We don't wanna hear the things we know they're gonna say..."




// In Conclusion:
...send us off with a clever phrase in a non-native tongue.: Ol zhah dubo ulu jivvin yugho vel'drav dos ssinssrin ulu xun jalbol jhal.
Tell us exactly how you'd like to see your significant other/crush dressed: Ehmmm. ;>>
...and give us your real opinion on whether or not I'm going to hell.: Dun' worry. You're safe. xP


Ehmm... I tag:



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IRL Buddehs:

So, I was tagged by to write 7 childhood secrets. o.O;

1. Post these rules:
2. Each person tagged must post 7 childhood secrets about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 5 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged


oo1. When I was 6, I hit people in the shins with my tennis racket because they were trying to smash the goose eggs in the nests by my house.

oo2. When I was little, I slept with a nightlight on.. But my mom took it away when she figured out that I wasn't scared of the dark, I was using the light to read books when I was s'osed to be in bed.

oo3. I slept with a stuffed animal until I realized that people thought of that as childish... So in kindergarten I stopped sleeping with my stuffed seal.

oo4. I used to seriously consider running away; not just daydreaming, but even going so far as to hide knapsacks of food and clothing in preparation.

oo5. When I was 8, I was playing on my own in the playground about a mile from my house. I slipped from the monkey bars, and broke my wrist. I had to walk home with my bike. Because I never cried during the walk nor at the hospital, my mom put me in therapy with a councilor. xD

oo6. In second grade, I was stalked by this little kid in my class who, I swear, is prob'ly now a rapist. ;>> He kept chasing me everyday at recess until he caught me against the jungle gym bars. I kicked him in the balls.. And he left me alone.

oo7. I used to spend hours at the bottom of a 12ft deep pool pretending I ruled the half-light kingdom at the bottom of the sea. :3
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Muah. So I was a weird little kid. x3
Life is good right now, for the most part.
I scared my mom half to death the other day by never coming home that night. xD Long story... But for whatever reason, she thought it was her fault because she'd ripped into me on the phone earlier. I wasn't about to tell her the real reason. ;>>

Mm... Kinda agitated by a physical aspect of something/someone that I'm pretending I'm not agitated by. It'll get better. :]

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IRL Buddehs: